weeks had gone by since my last encounter with Tony and I was becoming more interested in this whole world, every night after work I was locking myself in my c***dhood bedroom and surfing allot of gay porn like I was exposed to this whole new world, night after night jacking myself raw, I created an account on squirt and started jerking off with other guys on Skype. Not long after Skype I decided to head downtown Toronto and walk down Yonge St look at all the shops, on a random whim I bought myself 2 nice sized dildo's I remember the nervous awkward feeling of going up to the counter with the… Lees meer
Part 2
The day after my encounter with Ken the world seemed different, perhaps it was all that Catholic school up bringing I had or the fact that I hadn't blown my load in months, I don't know. What I did know was I could not look at my soon to be ex wife in the eye anymore, I avoided her as much as possible, over the next few nights I had this recurring dream where she was screaming "******" at me, I'd wake up on the couch in the basement heart racing and a hard on, it was terribly confusing. A Month went by we had an offer on the house and it was time for me to pack and leave. this divorce left me… Lees meer
My First Time with another man
I had left the house, me and my soon to be ex wife had a horrible fight and I could not stand to be there anymore, she had cheated on me, I had confronted her about it a week earlier and she admitted it to me, I was sleeping in the basement because essentially I was broke and had nowhere to go. I ended up at a pub local to me at the time in Brampton Ontario, (A city just north west of Toronto in Canada). It was a Friday night, I was alone. at one end of the bar there was one of those Golden Tee golf games I decided to play and drink my woes away, waiting for my ex to fall asleep, after a solo… Lees meer
